About

I've been through a lot with well, everything. I've experienced happiness, sadess, pain and even betrayal. Here's where I can share some of the things that I've learned and what I do. Just from being born in the Big Apple has changed my life. Compared to where I could've been born, it can be very different. There's always room for improvement and no one's important. You don't need to count on anyone in order to survive and the most important thing in one's life is to be independent.

Although I'm not the best at anything really, it's just best to try your best. You don't know how things will turn out in the end. I learned recently that it's just best to not think pessimistically, because when you do, things turn out the way that you don't want it to be.

What I love the most is seeing the night sky and the stars. It gives me one sense of hope and it gives me one chance to make things right.

Let's just say in the last 4 months of this year, I've come to understand a lot. For instance, those who seem to care about you, just have curious minds. And plus, the ones who are true are there for when even when you nag. But, most importantly, the right way to care and love someone is not to give in to their every desire, but to give them what's truly best for them.

040111. It's officially been a month.

041211. I see him again.

072411. It'll soon be the last day. .

093011 I see him again =.= this is just insane.

120911 I really don't know anymore. It's been a long time since we've really talked and I met a new guy best friend. He understands me as well as my former best friend does too, even though it's only been two weeks. But he turns out to be just the same. I feel like I'm just really bad at picking out friends.