Why has been today been such a weird day … ? These people that I thought that would never add me added me on Facebook. I saw this kid that I thought that I would never see again. And these people that I thought would never talk to me is now talking to me. I’m creeped out today… And this is all revolving around guys too. LOL and it’s Father’s Day. It’s just been weird ._>
Someone who understands that I want to feel loved. Someone who calls me at night before they sleep and someone who calls me to wake me up in the morning. Someone that can make me laugh. Someone who will be there for me when I laugh and when I smile. Someone who understands my K-pop addiction. Just someone who understands who I really am (:
1. First 10 songs on shuffle, write a little about each one.
1. 十指緊扣 - Ten Brothers Theme Song. One of my favorite openings from TVB drama. There’s these little kids singing in the middle of the song. It’s in Cantonese. Mainly sang by Frankie Lam and Kenix Kwok.
2. Summertime - New Kids on the Block. One of my favorite songs when it had first came out. I still like listening to this song in the summer xD.
3. Brave Sound - Brave Brothers - I don’t even know why this song is here >.>
4. 情非得已 - By Harlem Yu. This is one of my favorite songs of all time and the background music is mostly the guitar. Starts off softly and then gets louder. “I’m only scared that I’ll fall in love with you, that’s why I don’t get to close. Scared that I can’t give you anything. Loving you also takes a lot of courage.”
5. Miso Soup - TegoMassu - OKAY I SERIOUSLY DON’T KNOW WHY THIS IS ON HERE.
6. Body Language - Jesse McCartney - I loved this song when it first came out. I think that it was also in some commercial LOL. “Parlez-vous français, konichiwa Come and move in my way. Hey, little chica from Guadalupe. That thing you got behind you is amazing . “
7. Be With You - A.RA.SHI. - Just …
8. Hello - SHINee - YAY ! Hello (: One of my favorites. I don’t even know why I like this song xD
9. Smile Make - NEWS - I have no clue…
10. What a Girl Wants - 4minute - What a girl wants (:
Korea&China - Korea because I want to actually see the cuisine there and maybe even meet some boy bands. LOL. I’m so weird. But I honestly want to see the traditions there and maybe even buy some souvenirs for home (:. China because I want to visit one of my closest friends and I just like the shopping in China. It’s really fun (: I actually want to go to the Great Wall of China this time around :O
day 2 : what If you had only 24 hours to live, what would you do?
I would confess to all the lies that I’ve told and even confess to that one guy that no one knows about. I would also try to spend the last hours with those that I love. But I definitely won’t tell anyone. Maybe except my family. Especially my friends. Maybe that it’s just me but I don’t want them to know. I’d rather things end happily then them crying.
1. Fuckin’ Perfect - Everyone’s perfect. It reminds me of how I was treated and maybe how I feel sometimes. I wanted to be perfect to someone and I always thought there wouldn’t be one. It just reminds me that to some people, everyone is perfect (:
2. Listen to Your Heart - There’s a “secret” that a good friend told me about about this song. This song tells people to listen to your heart before you decide to leave. And that’s what you should do. It expresses my thoughts too (:
3. Strong - It talks about how you can be strong even when you’re been dumped or something like that. After you have moved on, you learn that you become stronger by the experience.
4. Don’t Cry - I dedicate this song to my gramps. “It’s okay baby please don’t cry. A long trip has finished. Someday we’ll come across again each other again. Let’s definitely meet in the next world.”
5. 0330 - I hate that U-kiss company replaced the new members but I don’t hate their new song. Maybe to me, it represents change. LOL. I like the performance more because the new people got cut and Kevin got his lines back (: I don’t care how much people say that I should support the new members too (:
6. O.K - I just like this song. It’s upbeat and yeah. New K-pop boyband. I don’t even know why I like this song. I just do.
7. Hello Hello - I just like F.T. Island. The new song is pretty cool. It’s actually a favorite because I just love F.T. Island songs xD.
8. Sk8er Boi - I don’t know. The first song that I had looked up on Youtube and I’ve loved it ever since. I think it was the first song that I had heard on z100 maybe :O.
9. Do You Know ? - This song contains lots of memories and this song is really important to me.
10. Nothing’s Over - I just like this song because I like the beat and the meaning of the lyrics. It’s not really that special :O. I just like it…
I’m an ABC. I live in New York. I like to eat. I love math. I love mah friends. I’m overweight. I want to lose weight. I am a Techie and currently still a Freshie. I love watching TVB dramas, anime and manga. I love to read romance novels. I don’t act around people who are really close to me, meaning that I’ll scream at you, not pretend to be a nice person and not lie to you to make you think that I’m not evil/odd/abnormal/etc. I do a lot of things for my friends; even giving up the person that I really like. I like hiding things about myself because I don’t want anyone to know everything about me. I believe in fate. I love TVB dramas. I want a “happily ever after” even though I know I won’t get it. I love helping my friends about anything be it their love life or random things. I like to help anyone with that type of stuff so if you’re a follower, message me if you want someone to talk xD.
day 1 : what If you were in a fire and you could only save one object what would it be?
I think my USB. First of all, I’m a computer freak xD. Second of all, all my memories are on my USB. All my music, my pictures, my AIM logs and just everything. Even some of my virtual diary entries. It holds all my memories and all the things in the past. I don’t want to forget all of the past.
A HUGE MESS. Well at least my side of the room is xD. My sister’s side is quite clean xD. lol she has has all her stuffed animals in a row and mine are just thrown around (:. I’m too lazy to be clean. We have three closets and one “walk-in” closet for me. And there’s a television now. My bed is now on the right side and my sister is on the left and then the recliner is in the middle. Haha, I made huge messes Dx. Oh well, too lazy to clean. If you want to find something, I can tell you but you will never find it by yourself.
Write about your best closest friends. (Note: I don’t have best friends just closest friends)
@iluvyu4ever: She’s always there for me literally (: She replies to my text even when it’s during really odd hours… I love her to death and she’s always there for me. Be it in school or out of school she’s there when I need her. I talk to her when I see her in class and I text her after school. We just met this year but we’ve been through a lot already. LOL, if I didn’t sit behind her in math, I believe that we would’ve never met so I’m glad how things played out. I especially remember that one day that we went out over the weekend. It was fun xD. She’s someone that I’ll NEVER forget (: TeQuiero<3
@polishsilkworms: Yeah, we’ve just had a lot of memories xD. We’ve known each other since the 6th grade xD. We hang out a lot now and you’re there for me ever since we had me. We got a lot closer though in the 7th grade. I’m not really sure why though. LOL. WE just did and then you became one of my closest friends. HAHA, I still remember when we said we were going to tie Thomas to fireworks and then shoot him up into the sky xD. Too bad we never did it Dx. IchLiebeDich <3
@Sindy: I’ve known her since the 7th grade LOL. WE became really close at the end of the 7th grade. We met through Tyler and we became good friends. I became the one that she could rely and I could rely on her. We went through many spazzing phases about various things and events but it was quite memorable. We would go out sometimes when I was near her house and we just went out. We’ve have quite a lot of memories at Caesar’s Bay, 86th Street and her own house. I remember those times. We’ve only know each other for a few years but we’ve been through a lot together. 520 <3
@latto: Been there for me through the thick and then. Been there for me ever since the beginning. I promised to be there for him but I couldn’t keep my promise. I want to be there for him whenever something’s wrong. I don’t want him to go through anything alone again. He means the world to me and he was the one who was there for me and had my back when most people I know had turned their backs on me. I’ll love him forever and I’ll try to always be there. I’ll never forget the time during the winter party that sat with me in the dark as I cried. You’ve honestly always been there for me and now it’s my turn. Aishiteru <3.
@yuchu: Met you in the 6th grade because you sat next to me in Spanish xD. Lol we became close in the 7th grade? LOLL I DON’T EVEN KNOW. But she is the one that USED TO talk to me at like 3 in the morning. It was just funny because no nut job would talk to me so late at night xD. Especially if I didn’t want to sleep or something. Now, I sleep later than her though xD. We’ve been through a lot though. From ditching to other things to learning things. We’ve been though a lot through the years xD. She was there for me and makes me laugh in the weirdest of ways. IT has been an odd year, well years xD. I don’t know, we learned a lot from each other (: WoAiNi <3.
@jenniroo: We met years ago but I still don’t remember why Dx. I always thought you were in my Spanish class. I still can’t remember why. We’re alike in many ways yet different. We’ve been through a lot in just these last few months. I’m pretty sure we’re nuts because of the way that we actually got close and it was actually quite funny. If not for Tumblr, I don’t think that we would’ve been close to each other in the end. It’s been a long time. LOL, you’re the only one that I actually text in school… xD. We talk a lot about our lives and we’re actually quite similar. Meeting you has been fun and learning more about you has been better (:. Je t’aime <3
@David: You’re my best boy-friend in Tech. You’ve been there for me a lot and we used to talk about. We joke around in class especially in Global Class. I miss sitting with you in Lab though. I miss actually having fun in Lab. But a lot of things have changed, we don’t talk anymore that much because of Lab. We still talk between Global and Math class and we have a lot of fun. You sit next to me in Global now and we do talk a lot. You’ve protected me from people and helped me. Thanks for all your help through this year. Saranghae <3
1. I can fall asleep just about anywhere. I’ve fallen asleep in the car, standing up, sitting down, on my couch, on the hard floor, on sleeping bags, on a bamboo mat, etc. I’ve just fallen asleep almost anywhere. My family thinks I’m nuts to be able to xD.
2. I “can sing” in various languages but I honestly have no idea what I’m saying. I just listen to the sounds and I pretty much memorize all the lyrics by the pronounciation and not knowing the actual words. It’s funny though because people always ask me ow do I know how to sing in various languages xD
3. I remember the weirdest dreams. I once remembered a fairytale like dream and it was just the funniest thing yet under the circumstances was the weirdest thing on earth. (: . Running around and watching guys chasing girls was just plain funny in my mind.
4. I stay up until 3 in the morning just because I like the peace and quiet during the night and that no one will disturb me. It’s quite stupid because during the day is pretty quiet too. I think I’m just weird xD.
5. I like glaring at people and typing at the same time in DDP class. I like how creepied out people get because they think it’s weird. I honestly just find that funny for some reason. And then people stare at me like I’m nuts (:
6. I can type fast when I use words that I regularly use. I haven’t memorized the keyboard but I can type relatively quickly compared to the average human being. At least that’s what people tell me.
7. I memorize numbers and symbols a lot better than I can memorize words. I don’t even know why but I can just remember them easier. If you give me an address, I’m more likely to memorize the house number and zipcode than the street or avenue that the house lies on.
8. I’m the “Dragon Lady” in my math class. I still don’t even get what that means, but that’s what my math teacher calls me. He believes that I’m the smartest in my class which makes me laugh for some reason, LOL.
9. I like going out now. I go out almost every week or every other week. I just like going out with Techies or select few Twainers. I think that it’s more fun going out with Techies now because I actually have something to talk about with them.
10. All my Techie friends that are girls love me but the guys pretty much treat me like dirt. I have no idea why but it’s pretty much true. My girl-friends love me and my collegues hate me. (: . Now why do I find that such a hysterical fact is beyond me.
11. I love it when I’m reading a sweet Tumblr post or Facebook status or AIM status and things like that and I know who the post is talking about. Usually it such a sweet post and I get that giddy feeling inside but I can’t help but smile. I just makes me really happy for that person (:
12. When characters in a fictional world (like manga, drama, books, manhwa, etc), get hurt and it’s portrayed really I can actually feel my heart being crushed. I mean not like crushed in a dying way but I can feel myself being as hurt as the main character was in the manga.
13. I went to bed last night at 330 and then I had this horrible dream which had a scene of me waking up at 4 and then things happened and I later woke up at 4. It was some creepy dream because it was a nightmare and those that makes you wake up screaming and it was like that but I didn’t scream. LOL. I just remember that that dream ended when I had waken up at 130 this morning.
14. I drink more water when I stay up at night then in an entire day most of the time. It’s so weird LOL. I can go through two bottles of water usually within 2-4 hours which in school I usually don’t even finish the second bottle within the 7 or so hours.
15. No matter how much I hate a song, if my sister plays it enough, I will memorize all the lyrics from front to back. Sometimes I even fall in love with the song. It’s just an annoying thing that happens in my house xD
Day 01 - A picture of yourself with fifteen facts Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show Day 04 - A picture of yourself and a family member Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory Day 06 - A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day Day 07 - A picture that makes you laugh Day 08 - A picture of your most treasured item Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most Day 10 - A picture of someone you do the craziest things with Day 11 - A picture of something you hate Day 12 - A picture of something you love Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist Day 14 - A picture of your favorite store Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently Day 18 - A picture of the sexiest Woman alive Day 19 - A picture of something you love to do. Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget Day 22 - A picture of something you never leave the house without Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book Day 24 - A picture of someone you miss Day 25 - A picture of you from last year Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you Day 27 - A picture of your favorite night Day 28 - A picture of your favorite place in the world Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile Day 30 - A picture of your favorite quote Day 31 - A picture of food you made Day 32 - A picture of what you did today Day 33 - A picture of somewhere you went today Day 34 - A picture of your favorite morning Day 35 - A picture of your hometown Day 36 - A picture of your pet Day 37 - A picture taken at school Day 38 - A picture of your favorite drink Day 39 - A picture of your favorite food Day 40 - A picture of your friends Day 41 - A picture of your favorite weather Day 42 - A picture of you listening to music Day 43 - A picture of you celebrating Day 44 - A picture that describes your life Day 45 - A picture of your favorite cartoon character Day 46 - A picture that you edited Day 47 - A picture of your favorite animal Day 48 - A picture of you more than 10 years ago Day 49 - A picture of you and your best friend(s) Day 50 - A picture of yourself Day 51 - A picture of you wearing sunglasses Day 52 - A picture of you dressed up Day 53 - A picture of you in a car Day 54 - A picture of you on your last vacation Day 55 - A picture of you with a date Day 56 - A picture of you all bundled up Day 57 - A picture of you in your backyard Day 58 - A picture of your hair all done Day 59 - A picture of you at prom Day 60 - A picture of you at a sports game Day 61 - A picture of you in the fall Day 62 - A picture of you on a ride Day 63 - A picture of luggage Day 64 - A picture of you at work Day 65 - A picture of you at a park Day 66 - A picture of you in the air Day 66 - A picture of you doing something childish Day 67 - A picture of you falling Day 68 - A picture of you outside Day 69 - A picture of a crazy night out Day 70 - A picture of someone you don’t go a day without talking to Day 71 - A picture of you with people you work with Day 72 - A picture of you with unbelievable scenery Day 73 - A picture of you somewhere warm Day 74 - A picture taken professionally Day 75 - A picture of you receiving a reward Day 76 - A picture of you drinking something Day 77 - A picture of you and friends making silly faces Day 78 - A picture of you in the dark Day 79 - A picture of you in the water Day 80 - A picture of you and someone you love being silly Day 81 - A picture of you with a character Day 82 - A picture of someone you love asleep Day 83 - A picture of you and a teammate Day 84 - A picture of a school project Day 85 - A picture of your favorite holiday Day 86 - A picture of someone who helps you with school Day 87 - A picture of someone you grew up with Day 88 - A picture of your dream car Day 89 - A picture of you at a hotel Day 90 - A picture of you wearing your favorite color Day 91 - A picture of you and your friends playing a game Day 92 - A picture of your school Day 93 - A picture of your favorite board game Day 94 - A picture of you and your friends eating Day 95 - A picture of you on a plane Day 96 - A picture of your favorite movie Day 97 - A picture of something you no longer have Day 98 - A picture of you and your friends out somewhere Day 99 - A picture that was first on your facebook. Day 100 - A picture of you smiling
Isn't it sad that we're all so young, yet we're so depressed, alone, forgotten, paranoid, judgmental and afraid of the future? What happened to being young, living life, having fun and not giving a fuck?
And that sucks .. I was there for you. Every mistake, every bad day, every tear, every heart break, I was there. We were close. But, you’ve made some new best friends. I’m fine with that, just don’t ever forget who was there for you and accepted you. I still love you and I’ll always be here for you. I hope you know that.